Redwolf19

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Cat and Mouse by Redwolf19, literature

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Cat and Mouse

I didn't even have to look Too see that it was you Who walked into the room. Your feet made no noise On the white tile floor, The rustle of your clothes The only thing That gave you away. I didn't turn, My eyes fixed on the rain Hitting the window pane With soft sounds. Plink, plink, plink. It was dark outside Heavy, full clouds That covered everything Blocking even the light From the ever-present moon. You walked up beside me Your height all but dwarfing My own. "The sky's crying," I commented absently The thick silence broken. You glanced down at me Surprise in those eyes, Those pretty green eyes So often filled w

Banishment by Redwolf19, literature

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Banishment

That “banished”, that one word “banished”, Howling attends it! What tongue shall smooth thy name And steal immortal blessing from her lips? That murd’red me. I would forget it fain. They are freemen, but I am banished. Was woe enough if it had ended there. ‘Tis torture, and not mercy. And needly will be ranked with other griefs. And sayest thou yet that exile is not death? There is no end, no limit, measure, bound, No sudden mean of death, though ne’er so mean. How hast thou the heart, To mangle me with the word “banished”?

DreamScape by Redwolf19, literature

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DreamScape

I dreamt of you again Last night. You came up from behind And wrapped your arms Around me Saying that everything Would be okay. You told me to Trust you And remember. Remember what? I thought But you never said. I turned to ask But you were gone. I didn’t see your face But I knew it was you Because it felt right There in your arms Like I belonged. I looked all around To find you again I called your name But you never came Then I woke With a feeling Of loss And emptiness In my heart Like I had lost something Very dear to me. I saw you again Today. You were laughing With your friends And I wondered For a

Tears on Paper by Redwolf19, literature

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Tears on Paper

Here I stand All alone Watching as the time flows past. People come, People go, But I just stand here waiting. Waiting for my time to come When my breath stops in my throat But yet it’s taking So damn long. That one time When I last left I never knew That goodbye Would be Forever Never again will I feel Your whiskery kiss Upon my cheek. Never again will I play With little orange kittens In your front yard. Never again will you show me The miracle of little twin calves Standing for their very first time On wobbly legs. Never again will I hear Your voice tell me How much of a beautiful young woman I’ve gro

For Jake by Redwolf19, literature

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For Jake

Why did you do it? Did you really think You were so alone? All by yourself, With no one to care What you did or Didn’t Do. We never knew, Never even had a clue. All that pain inside, And you just kept smiling Hiding it all behind a Cleverly wrought Mask. We could have helped you, Eased the heavy burden From your tired shoulders, Shown you that life Isn’t really all that bad. But we never knew. Now you’re gone, You took your own life Thinking that everything Would be better afterwards. But what about us? The people you left behind? Us, who loved to see Your bright, cheery grin Every morning. We didn

Salvation by Redwolf19, literature

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Salvation

They’re fighting again. Voices, escalating higher And higher. Why this time? I don’t think I want to know. I just turn up My music louder, They’re too busy to notice. Blocking out the Harsh words; My music’s like a shield. Covers up the wounds Both the old, And the new. It’s a drug And I’ve been addicted Since day one. I’m drowning, Slowly sinking Into its depths. But I don’t care Anything is better Then being here.

::Atonement:: by Redwolf19, literature

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::Atonement::

I’m so sorry Why? Can you forgive me? I never blamed you I let you die It’s not your fault I couldn’t protect you You tried your best I was too weak You were strong; you won in the end I still am But still you blame yourself Nothing matters anymore You hurt so much inside My heart is gone I feel your pain It left with your last breath Am I to blame? I have but an empty hole now You’re crying inside It feels like I’m stuck

Someday by Redwolf19, literature

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Someday

These bitter tears do nothing To ease this pain in my chest Almost too much to endure It would have hurt less If you had ripped me open And taken my heart from this body And with my last breath I would have still Whispered my undying love For you are my everything, my all That which I live for That which I love for You said these same things to me Murmured them softly into my ear Promised them to be the truth You lied You left You broke this fragile shell of a heart But yet I can not find it within myself To hate you I will wait Clinging to this last shred of hope That you will come back Someday

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Cat and Mouse by Redwolf19, literature

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Tears on Paper by Redwolf19, literature

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For Jake by Redwolf19, literature

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About Redwolf19

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Oct 29
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Nowheresville, America
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything actually...
Favourite style of art: Traditional
MP3 player of choice: Anything that plays music is fine with me
Wallpaper of choice: Usually something cute that makes me smile when I turn on my computer
Skin of choice: Uh, mine!? O.o
Favourite cartoon character: Tee-Eye-Double-Guh-Er! Tigger!

Favourite Movies

Pirates of the Caribbean (PotC)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Currently: Anberlin

Favourite Writers

Oh so many to list... But one of my faves is Stephenie Meyer

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts and Devil May Cry

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2! ...it's the only one I have actually... ^.^'

Tools of the Trade

Pencils; Prismacolor and Graphite

Other Interests

Anime/Manga, the Twilight Series, fantasy, RPGs, animals/nature, and art (duh...)

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Redwolf19

Jan 4, 2012

Moving!

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Hey guys. I know I've been kind of lurking around on here, and not too active lately, but I'm planning on stepping up my game and devoting more of my time to art. However I feel that Redwolf no longer represents me, and I would like to have a different name for a different chapter of my life. A lot has changed lately, and I want to start over fresh. So you can now find me here --> ~TwelveCrowns (https://www.deviantart.com/twelvecrowns) I'm still just setting up and moving over a couple things from my account, like faves and watches, but hopefully I can be somewhat active on there soon. Love you all! Muaw~

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Redwolf19

Aug 4, 2010

Update

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Since somebody - you know who you are - decided that I needed to update this thing, I decided, sure, why not? So here's a quick rundown of what's been happenin' in my life (in no particular order): -Got registered for school. (ick...) -Started poking around for different colleges to go to. -Worked on my cosplay for NDK. (Well... Kinda. ^^;) -Got addicted to the show Buffy the Vampire Slayer. -Signed up to get my butt handed to me three times a week. (What was I thinking?!) -Beat Final Fantasy XIII. -Procrastinated and tried to not do my summer homework. (Didn't do any good...Still have to do it.) -Went on vacation to Missouri. -Cut m